自媒体的喧嚣与大众消费的浪潮,遮蔽了湖北诗人余秀华对于偏居农村、身患隐疾的中年女性生存经验的大胆、本真、矛盾、多维的书写。她对生命和时间的“反抗”式礼赞中包含着对中年迟暮的忧惧,她对爱情的大胆主动时常退居为被动卑微的等待,在对农村风物的温情注目时又对逼仄的农村生活怀有无奈与怅恨。以女性为视角、以隐疾为滤镜、以农民为身份,余秀华的诗作成功地还原了当代中年女性生活中的爱与痛、大胆与踟蹰、向往与逃避等矛盾并存的生命体验。她像困在横店村失去翅膀的塞壬,一方面无畏地对自我生活经验纵情高歌,一方面又因底层的现实生活困境而踟蹰矛盾。 Since the hurly of the media and the wave of mass consumption, the poet Yu Xiuhua of Hubei Province has sheltered the bold, true, contradictory and multi-dimensional writing of the surviving experience of middle-aged women who live in rural areas and suffer from impotence. Her life and time “” style of praise contains the fear of middle-aged twilight, her love of bold initiative often relegated to passive humble waiting, in the warmth of the rural scenery of the attention of the constricted Rural life harboring frustration and hate hate. From the perspective of females, hidden illness as a filter and peasants as a status quo, Yu Xiuhua’s poems successfully restore the life experiences of the contradictions such as love and pain, boldness and coy in contemporary middle-aged women’s life. She was like a siren who had lost her wings in Hengdian Village. On the one hand she sang tremendously with her fearless experience of self-experience and at the same time contradicted her because of the underlying real-life difficulties.