Belonging
　　I used to be the kind of girl
　　Who would stare at the stars in the sky
　　For hours and hours each night.
　　I couldn’t believe
　　That something could be
　　So beautiful.
　　How lucky I was，
　　To be witness to such twinkling glory，
　　To be so greedy to drink in as much
　　Beauty I could ever imagine.1
　　But I suppose it is human nature
　　To love and then want more，
　　To feel blessed and then entitled.2
　　Feelings of blessing are fleeting，
　　Easily overcome
　　By the strong beasts of our desires.3
　　I wanted more than what I could see，
　　And I told the world， the sky
　　That what I had wasn’t enough.
　　I screamed to the night that
　　I wanted to have the stars， for them
　　To be mine and mine only.
　　And the world was kind， they only ever
　　Wanted to see me smile.
　　And one night， they granted4 my wish.
　　They gave me as many stars
　　As I could carry in my pockets
　　From high up above.
　　I took what they gave me and looked
　　At them up close.
　　Without the filter5 of the sky
　　How ugly the stars were！
　　How jagged and rough
　　And coarse the edges were！6
　　How tamed and unrestrained
　　Its light flashed at me！7
　　It hurt my eyes to look for
　　Even a moment， so
　　I put them in my pocket and thought
　　About my rage and disgust.8
　　How ugly the world was！
　　How deceitful9 to let me think
　　That it was beautiful！ To see and know
　　The lie I had been trapped in10！
　　They lied to me！ They lied to me！
　　They lied！
　　But the anger slowly melted to
　　Overwhelming disappointment.11
　　The stars were more than the sky
　　They were my heroes.
　　I screamed again at the big sky
　　How could you do this to me！
　　How could you let me down12 this way！
　　And they looked back at me，
　　Sorry for me，
　　Wiser than me.
　　So I caught my breath and stopped
　　Screaming， yelling， beating my fists.13
　　I opened my pockets up
　　And gave the stars back to the sky.
　　Up they went， farther and farther away
　　They flew， until
　　They were beautiful again， masked14
　　By the blessing of distance.
　　For a moment， I could not believe
　　That something so ugly up close
　　Could be the same glittering miracles 　　I saw dotting the deep navy sky.15
　　How grateful I was，
　　For these small lanterns that transformed
　　A scary dark mass into
　　The friendly night sky that I so loved.16
　　And it was then when I realized
　　That the stars were the most beautiful
　　In the very place they belonged.
　　1. 我有多幸运，得以目睹这样的光辉灿烂；我有多幸运，得以贪饮这难以想象的美好。be witness to： 目睹；twinkling： 闪烁的，闪耀的；glory： 辉耀，灿烂。
　　2. blessed： 快乐的，幸运的；entitled： 有资格的。
　　3. fleeting： 短暂的，转瞬即逝的；beast： 野兽。
　　4. grant： 满足（愿望，要求等）。
　　5. filter： 过滤。
　　6. jagged： 凹凸不平的；rough： 粗糙的；coarse： 粗糙的。
　　7. tamed： 平淡的；unrestrained： 不受约束的，肆意的。
　　8. rage： 盛怒；disgust： 厌恶。
　　9. deceitful： 欺骗的。
　　10. trap in： 使陷入，使困于。
　　11. melt： 融化；overwhelming： 压倒一切的。
　　12. let sb. down： 让……失望。
　　13. catch one’s breath： 歇一口气；yell： 叫喊；fist： 拳头。
　　14. mask： 掩饰，掩盖。
　　15. 一时间我感到难以置信，那个曾于眼前的丑陋之物，竟能成为缀于深蓝色天空的闪耀奇迹。glittering： 闪闪发光的；miracle： 奇迹；dot： 点缀；navy： 深蓝色的。
　　16. lantern： 灯笼；transform： 使改变；mass： （颜色、阴影等的）一大片。